After a great deal of soul searching and self discussion I have decide to drop all my open source activity. Over the last few years I have devoted a great deal of time working on various open source projects with a a great group of very talented coders. Unfortunately I …

Okay, I lied, no photos of nasty phlegm. Sorry if you came all this way to see them.
I have never had smokers cough while smoking so I guess it’s only fitting I get it now. The last few days I have been coughing up the nastiest junk. My throat is …

Ok so last night was a hard one I laid in bed most of the night, tossing and turning. When I normaly have insomnia I get up go outside and have a smoke. Well I couldn’t do that so I tried a walk in the cool air, did some …

Today has been really sucky and yucky, to say the least. It feels as though the veins in my brain are flowing with lava. My temper is on edge so I’ve decided to stay in my office as to not act on it with foolish words to my daughter.
I plan …

Over the last few years… well even longer than that I’ve tried to stop smoking. You might have noticed the word ‘stop’ instead of quit. I just recently noticed that word myself. I guess it’s just a small part of my smoking challenge.
I’ve never liked that word, cause it’s the …